Ambivalence Revisited

Yesterday, I talked about the recent upsurge in interest in the “Public Option” (Bad News and More Bad News) and my mixed feelings about the whole thing. Well, I’m inspired by Lambert to revisit this topic:

Who kidnapped Paul Krugman? Partial truths, false statements, bad writing… It’s almost like he’s turning into an access blogger!

I read Paul Krugman’s piece yesterday with some interest ::

Here’s the story: About 800,000 people in California who buy insurance on the individual market — as opposed to getting it through their employers — are covered by Anthem Blue Cross, a WellPoint subsidiary. These are the people who were recently told to expect dramatic rate increases, in some cases as high as 39 percent.

Why the huge increase? It’s not profiteering, says WellPoint, which claims instead (without using the term) that it’s facing a classic insurance death spiral.

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Now, what WellPoint claims is that it has been forced to raise premiums because of “challenging economic times”: cash-strapped Californians have been dropping their policies or shifting into less-comprehensive plans. Those retaining coverage tend to be people with high current medical expenses. And the result, says the company, is a drastically worsening risk pool: in effect, a death spiral.

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Finally, there have been calls for minimalist health reform that would ban discrimination on the basis of pre-existing conditions and stop there. It’s a popular idea, but as every health economist knows, it’s also nonsense. For a ban on medical discrimination would lead to higher premiums for the healthy, and would, therefore, cause more and bigger death spirals.

So California’s woes show that conservative prescriptions for health reform just won’t work.

And Krugman goes on to discuss what he believe WOULD work. And his discussion made me so uncomfortable, I blocked the whole thing from my mind ::

And if you put all of that together, you end up with something very much like the health reform bills that have already passed both the House and the Senate.

Because if Krugman thinks those bills are actually going to “work” — that they’re more than just fragile baby-steps that start us on the path to doing something serious some day — well, I didn’t know what to say about that.

When he says, “Finally, there have been calls for minimalist health reform that would ban discrimination on the basis of pre-existing conditions and stop there.” I guess he’s right. But, what about the other calls — for Single Payer (Medicare for Everyone) — Krugman doesn’t mention this possibility at all.

And how about the possibility of letting the Death Spiral for the Health Insurance parasites continue to it’s logical conclusion ::

But the main point is this: California’s death spiral is a reminder that our health care system is unraveling, and that inaction isn’t an option. Congress and the president need to make reform happen — now.

CRAP — I’m such an idiot. It’s been obvious for almost a year (the second we started talking about Health Insurance Reform instead of Health Care Reform) that we were heading toward a bailout of the insurance industry. But, I thought it was just because there was no way WE were going to get bailed-out :: why isn’t Krugman writing about the death spiral that PEOPLE are in over a lack of health care?

I didn’t realize that the insurance industry was in a death spiral and that they can’t survive without the bailout. What would letting the death spiral play out mean to us?

My ambivalence has just about melted away . . .


Saturday, what a difference a rule makes

I’m not going to eat between meals and I’m not going to take seconds.  AND I’ll walk at least 3 mile, take my fiber supplement and drink 2 liter of water.

I also weighed myself today.  I don’t know if it was magic or Mister but, the scale re-appeared yesterday afternoon. So how could I resist? It was pretty much all good news — I weigh almost exactly (actually a little less than) what I weighed the last time I did this.  And that was sometime before Thanksgiving!

So I guess enough of my Eat4Today goals powered my eating through the holiday and the terrible-horrible-no-good-winter that my weight DIDN’T balloon out of control after all.

Here’s the thing.  I started this ‘don’t eat between means & don’t take seconds & walk at least 3 mile & drink 2 liters of water’ thing in July of 2005.  And by January 2006 when I started this blog, I’d lost 30 pounds — and, all these years later, I’ve never gained back that 30 pounds.

(I hope this isn’t too much information) My weight since starting Eat4Today HAS fluctuated pretty dramatically & that’s kind of got me down.  But, I think it’s a pretty fantastic feat that after nearly 5 years, I haven’t come close to regaining all the weight I lost. In the past – without the nagging reminder to NOT eat between meals & not take seconds – I would have regained all that weight AND more.  And more.

That’s the difference a rule makes.


Friday, Commitments and Listening to the REAL message

Just4Today, I’m not going to eat between meals and I’m not going to take seconds.  Since I had blood tests this morning, I’m not going to take a walk but, I will take my fiber supplement and drink two liters of water.

Messages:

Because I have diabetes, I’m supposed to have blood tests several times a year.  And it’s not like they’re taking a gallon or anything but, it has an effect.  If I don’t lie low the day of the tests, I end up screwing things up pretty badly.  I learned a LONG time ago to take a sick day because I could be short tempered, incompetent or seriously spacy.

I’ve tried walking and that always triggers a headache.

The list goes on.

I just want to say that commitments are GREAT – they give us power.  But, listen to yourself.  (Speaking only for me) Just today, don’t do something stupid.


Thursday, If it was funny, I could laugh

I’m not going to eat between meals and I’m not going to take seconds. And I’ll take my fiber supplement twice, walk at least 3 mile and drink two liters of water.

Heh. That’s what she said.

I guess you’re probably noticing that this post is almost 12 hours late.  It’s just one of those days.  For one thing I think that if my life was a chapter in LOST today would be a flash sideways episode.  I knew what day it was and what I was supposed to be doing but, everything was just a little ‘off.’

Everything is fine – and was all along but, getting to fine took a lot of negotiation and patience.

The good part is that I’ve now got four new tires on my car AND walked 3.85 miles (and half of that was with Mister & Tommy!)

I’m really sorry to be so late posting this — but, I think it’s better late than never….


Wednesday, Deciding what to do and when to do it

WALK

I’m not going to eat between meals and I’m not going to take seconds AND I’m going to walk at least 3 miles, take my fiber supplement & drink two liters of water.

Getting this blog going again has been a wildly successful experience – at least so far.  I’ve gone from just idly thinking about things I should do to actually doing them.  Yesterday I was busy from 6am when I got up to do the post until 11pm when I realized I was crazy to keep editing webpages and should go to bed.

It seems like there is an endless amount of stuff to do. And I feel really good about all the stuff I got done yesterday.

But, the day was a failure in a way:  I didn’t manage to fit in my walk. And I didn’t fit in time to check in here (I suspect a connection between those facts.) Maybe it’s not a big deal that life pushed my personal goals out of the way — just once.  But, it IS a big deal if I let that happen too often.

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The thing is, walking 3+ miles doesn’t HAVE to mean slicing a whole hour out of your day.  It can be done (if you walk briskly) by walking 3 times for 15 minutes each time.

And THAT’s how I’m going to do it today.  3 Walks/15 minutes.

How about you?